Wow! Has it already been a year? It feels like it was just yesterday that I posted my last post.
Anyways, this is a dance crew to keep an eye out for! TBOTE (The Beginning Of The End) It's the dance crew that I'm in ;) We dance different styles, jazz, dancehall, street/hiphop etc...
Main is street/hiphop!
Anyways, this is a dance crew to keep an eye out for! TBOTE (The Beginning Of The End) It's the dance crew that I'm in ;) We dance different styles, jazz, dancehall, street/hiphop etc...
Main is street/hiphop!
Happy new year, let's welcome...2010?! What already?!
I remember when I was a little kid and I thought that 2010 would never come, that it was so far away ...but now we only have a couple hours left to spend in 2009 and then I hope everyone can make a brand new start in 2010 ^^ lol it still feels so weird.
Well I hope everyone spent the time in 2009 well...I know I can't wait for 2010 and just start over again, lol "2010 you better not become a lousy year understand?!"
I remember when I was a little kid and I thought that 2010 would never come, that it was so far away ...but now we only have a couple hours left to spend in 2009 and then I hope everyone can make a brand new start in 2010 ^^ lol it still feels so weird.
Well I hope everyone spent the time in 2009 well...I know I can't wait for 2010 and just start over again, lol "2010 you better not become a lousy year understand?!"
Anyways, I wish you the best! ^^
(oh shit my nose and hands look large! O.O)
- Location:Balcony
- Mood:
ecstatic - Music:TVXQ - Break Out!
There are many times I want to give up and just disappear from everything.
I have good grades in every subject except Maths, I just don't get it...I work with maths everyday and I try hard but in the end it just doesn't show up, I've failed and I can't understand it...What is it, why is it so hard for me during tests, I blank out and everything I know becomes nothing.
I want to succeed but why can't I...sure I have 200 points overall and you have to have 160 points to enter high school, I'm gonna be able to get in but by the end of next semester if I don't pass maths I'll have to study after school with other students...but I aim to pass next semester.
I want to be successful and be whatever I want to be in the future, but if I don't pass then what's going to happen to me.
I panic everytime I watch movies or dramas or tv-show when they study maths, thinking that I should study right now.
I'm suffering because of myself, what the hell am I supposed to do! Just suck it up and work hard? Yes...but it isn't so easy, I hate myself for not being able. I suffer and stress about it everyday but I hide it and show a smile. I think about it and panic, panic, panic, panic, panic. Why can't I?!
I want to fast forward all my hard work and see me at the end of the semester, smiling because I passed. But what if I fast forward and see myself crying because I didn't.
Alot of things are happening at once and I don't know how to cope with it.
I hope, I really hope that I can pass so I won't have to suffer this much.
I have good grades in every subject except Maths, I just don't get it...I work with maths everyday and I try hard but in the end it just doesn't show up, I've failed and I can't understand it...What is it, why is it so hard for me during tests, I blank out and everything I know becomes nothing.
I want to succeed but why can't I...sure I have 200 points overall and you have to have 160 points to enter high school, I'm gonna be able to get in but by the end of next semester if I don't pass maths I'll have to study after school with other students...but I aim to pass next semester.
I want to be successful and be whatever I want to be in the future, but if I don't pass then what's going to happen to me.
I panic everytime I watch movies or dramas or tv-show when they study maths, thinking that I should study right now.
I'm suffering because of myself, what the hell am I supposed to do! Just suck it up and work hard? Yes...but it isn't so easy, I hate myself for not being able. I suffer and stress about it everyday but I hide it and show a smile. I think about it and panic, panic, panic, panic, panic. Why can't I?!
I want to fast forward all my hard work and see me at the end of the semester, smiling because I passed. But what if I fast forward and see myself crying because I didn't.
Alot of things are happening at once and I don't know how to cope with it.
I hope, I really hope that I can pass so I won't have to suffer this much.
Fighting Katarina! I know I can do it.
- Mood:
frustrated - Music:Sung ShiKyung - Annyeong
Yo!
We were like oh no a boring museum...and guess what IT WAS A FREAKING GHOST HOUSE.
I cried when a witch opened the door. She told us to go round the house alone, but everybody was to scared haha, I cried again and teacher went to comfort me xD we went two and two... the one I went with had already went 2 times before so she told me what was going to happen "I was relieved" one ghost popped out of a frame, then one behind bars shook the bars and then she followed us I was like "NO GO AWAY!" I kept looking at her, then a guy came and followed us and again I screamed "GO AWAY" I looked at him until the end then we came again.
Lol when we came back my friend *who is a teacher* said that the first time she went the last guy didn't follow long, and then the second time he followed a little longer and then the third time with me, he wouldn't let me go, I think he followed me more because he wanted to have some fun and he saw how scared I was >.< something I'll never forget.
I'm sorry if this text looks confusing, but I need to get this off my chest lol :P
Peace out peaches!
- Mood:
scared - Music:9th Street - Without A Word
Hello there you freaking awesome people >.<
Yes I did see the king of sweden yesterday and I was rather close to him it was like one person inbetween, yeah you understand right? ^^ It's was so cool, now I have something to brag about my whole life haha =P
It was damn cold too.
It was damn cold too.
I'm at the local newspaper today too but I'm stationed at the costumer service, and me not knowing what to do...it's a serious fail >.<
It's fun though O.Ob
Waiting for my friend to answer my textmessage so that we can go to lunch...me hungry~~~ ;_;" and I can't call her now because she may be busy >.<!"
ANSWER ME!! T____T *bawls eyes out* xD
I can't get enough of Jung YongHwa from CN.Blue...he's so hot =DDD I'll post a picture when I get home ;)
Peace out apples ;)
- Location:Customer service
- Mood:
hungry - Music:A.N.JELL - Promise *perfect*
What's up people!? *fails at acting so gangsta*
I'm at a local newspaper now, you know my previous post that I was going to be here for 2 weeks, it's like a school assignment.
They aren't strict...that teacher scared me up for nothing T___T"
Anyways, in like 25 minutes I'm off to see the swedish king, I'm serious...cool huh? =D
I have to watch myself so I won't say "HEY YOU!" to him >_<
I have a lot of warm clothes on, alot of under sweaters and a jumper, warm shoes *hihi drool* and yeah skinny jeans O.o (*my legs are going to freeze*) since the king will be at a forest place, yep he's hunting I don't remember if it was yesterday, if it's going to be today or tomorrow ^^ *bad memory*
But there will be a lot of newspapers there, hopefully I'll survive amongst the many reporters =.=" I have a feeling that I'm going to get squished *bawls*
I'm hyper =DDDD
Oh yeah some of the things I wrote here will be puplished muwahaha ;))))
My "sister or you know cousin" is going to thailand today...I don't know if she'll be back...she said she was going to move there, mom and dad are driving her to the airport, and since I have to be here I can't follow.
She dropped by yesterday and gave us some clothes that were either too big or too small, but we'll keep in touch through the internet and we'll visit here when we'll fly there "in like 10 years" T__T I want to be there now!! ^^
I'll miss her...<333
I'm damn upset over what's happening with TVXQ now...I don't want them to split, they've accomplished so much and I respect and love them alot...I mean like at first I liked them because of their looks but after about a minute I realised that TVXQ is so much more than their looks.
They deserve to be called "Gods of the east" they should be called "Gods of asia" though haha but that's just my opinion. TVXQ has a reserved number one spot in my heart, and they'll be there forever ^^ *oh man I feel so cheesy*
Everyone diagnosed with the swine flu or if you're just sick, have a speedy recovery!! <333
- Location:TTELA
- Music:TVXQ - Stand By You
We got a nametag last time to when I was working at a Thai store and "Räddningstjänsten" and we had to keep it (It cost 10 kr btw, 1.45 dollars) so I'm like, even though it's not a lot of money but it's still money ^^
I've searched in my room and I can't find it, so I thought that I should buy a new one and use it and if I find my other nametag I'll get my money back on both...my parents told me I should do so too...I hope I find the other though.
But luckily I'm not the only one who has lost it ahahaha ^^
I'm quite nervous, because they said that it was kind of strict there >.< I'm scared...
MBLAQ and BEAST are really great, I can't stop listening to them =P
그냥 계속 가세요 왜 자꾸 멈춰 서요
안녕 안녕 안녕 제발 돌아보지 말아요
눈물이 흘러내리는 내 슬픈 얼굴 보여주기 싫어요
Just keep going, why do you keep stopping?
Good bye good bye good bye. Please don't look back.
I don't want to show you a sad face filled with tears.
Sung ShiKyung has always great lyrics ^^
- Location:At home
- Mood: cold
- Music:BEAST - Oasis
Guys are like apples
You can never be sure that you've picked the right one until you take a bite
quote: me YeoHaengGi as far as i know x3You can never be sure that you've picked the right one until you take a bite
I'll die of exhaustion...honestly.
I got a burnmark by my knee at P.E today, I shouldn't have worn shorts *curses* and my other knee hurts when I walk...it sucks...
This week has been good, it's finally friday again, although it felt like it was friday yesterday, it's hard to believe but I think this week has passed by pretty fast.
I'm in the process of making a character chart for my story but it's so hard, I've underestimated people who make character charts so much xD
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Lying that you love me. Lying that you miss me.
Lying that you are coming back, all that you say are lies
Lying that you will watch out for me, lying that you cant live without me,
Why did you promise all these things if you were going to leave like this.
It has to be you, no, no, it can only be you.
Why do you push me away, why do you try to put my hand down?
How did this happen, how did it become like this.
I shouldn’t do this, I know, but I just can’t let you go.
Lying that you love me, lying that you miss me
Lying that you are coming back, all that you say are lies
Lying that you will watch out for me, lying that you cant live without me,
Why did you promise all these things if you were going to leave like this.
Even though I wish for this to be a dream, it’s no use.
What should I do, what should I do when you leave?
Was it like this to begin with, cold-blooded love
You are so bad, you are such a bad person,
Making me cry like this.
Lying that you love me, lying that you miss me
Lying that you are coming back, all that you say are lies
Lying that you will watch out for me, lying that you cant live without me,
Why did you promise all these things if you were going to leave like this.
Lying to me to leave, lying to me to not look back,
Lying to me to never look for you again, all of them are lies
Lying to me to forget you, lying to me we are all over.
No matter how many times I think it through, I cannot live without you, please come back.
I I I I feel like dying, I can’t do anything without you.
I I I I just keep crying, the word “goodbye” doesn’t come into my head
Again, my heart aches, I think I’m gonna go crazy.
Please come back, come back to me.
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- Mood:
blah - Music:Kim BumSoo - Until The End
I changed my layout...well for now anyways :P I just felt like it since I've had the other layout for a long time, it was time for a change ^^
Well today we had the workteam day(?) okay...let me explain, in my school we have 3 classes for ninth graders...ugh I suck at explaining, basically we have the A team consisting of first graders to ninth graders for example 9A, and we have the B team consisting of first graders to ninth grader, like 9B and then there is the C team that I'm in consisting of seventh graders to ninth graders. Our school is actually kind of has fotball classes that you can start in when you start seventh grade, and those who wanted to be in a fotball class would be in the C team but when I started seventh grade there were so many that transfered school to our school because of fotball class so we have mixed classes now, people who didn't choose fotball and those who did...I didn't choose fotball xD
Anyways every year we spend one day playing games, sports each team does that but not together.
Since my class are ninth graders and we'll leave the school in one year to move on to high school we held the games...I ended up with two guys from my glass we were going to take care of one game.
The seventh graders and eight graders were together and split up in eight different teams, so they moved through each game.
Basically all I said was "Yeah, move to that line there" and "You're supposed to that game next".
My back was hurting so much from just standing up the whole time...lol I'm weak xD
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Guys should take a note x3
1! forget the ex's. TaeHee, HaeGyo, EunHae, YounHa
2! never compare her to anyone. your so beautiful
3! sometimes when you can't call
4! whenever you guys disagree
5! little bickering, it's a phase to get to know each other better
6! let it go once, every wait makes the love grow fonder
7! no matter what they say, trust her
8! like a main lead from a movie
9! even when the world falls apart, prepare to protect her
10! you are my star, now give your love to her
I♥Mighty Mouth!
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I ask the same every day, you say that I've changed
Will you please shut your mouth
You speak while knowing who you're talking to
Now I'm out of control, constantly while being alone
In that spot, that place, it's goodbye and goodbye
♥GD!
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Even though it's not their newest ^^
Since the day you left without a word of goodbye
I feel that the scenery around me has changed.
The promise I made
that I would become your everything
and the incomplete memories
have also changed.
When you were crying by yourself back then,
if only had I run to you
you would still be by my side.
If I was given one more chance,
I would tell you once again
that I love you.
But the words that contain my overflowing feelings
cannot reach you anymore.
Where are you now?
Who are you being with?
What kind of clothes are you wearing?
What are doing and laughing at?
I am right here.
Even now, I am right here.
And I still believe that we will see each other again.
You're the only one I'm thinking of.
Just once more,
I want you to stand at my back with your tied hair
asking me "Guess who it is~~~"
and expecting me to say out your name.*
Just the two of us being silly like that day by day.
I can't forget you,
But the truth is, I don't want to forget you.
I can't feel even a bit of happiness
because you're not by my side.
No matter how hard I try,
I'll end up crying
and my tears just won't stop.
Where are you now?
Who are you being with?
What kind of clothes are you wearing?
What are doing and laughing at?
I am right here.
Even now, I am right here.
I still believe that we will see each other again.
You're the only one I'm thinking of.
Therefore, I am right here
singing the song by myself.
Even though I don't have any reason to embrace this pain anymore,
I can't help doing it.
Even if I know that the days
when you were by my side making my world shine
won't come back again,
and no matter what will happen,
no matter how far I'm lost,
I never ever want to forget that my heart has chosen to love you.
No matter where you are,
no matter who you are being with,
no matter what kind of dream you are dreaming of,
or what you are doing and laughing at,
I will be here forever.
Even now, I right am here,
believing in a day that we will meet again.
This feeling won't change,
and you are the only one I'm thinking of.
This feeling won't change,
and you are the only one I'm thinking of.
I♥TVXQ!!!!!
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Until then
//YeoHaengGi
- Location:Bedroom
- Mood:
blank - Music:Outsider - 음악 밖에 없어
I have nothing to do, except listening to F.T Island <3
Well school has started and I'm already sick of it...go figure >.<
Since this is the last year before we ninth graders start high school we always end school late, but oh well it should come to use. ^^
I have a chance of seeing thai singer อ๊อด คีรีบูน (Oad Kiriboon)
While I was watching TV my mom came in and told me that there was going to be a thai party(or something) and that there were going to be thai singers there...I said "I'll go!" right away haha ^^
I want to be a architect...it's good to have something to fall back on if I can't start in the music business ;)
TVXQ still the same as ever, amazing...they should never split up! hwaiting! I♥TVXQ!
Until then
//YeoHaengGi
- Location:In wonderland
- Mood:
calm
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